April 2013
They make me feel so miserable
I don’t want to see them. I don’t want to talk to them. I just want to leave. I want to move out. I can fend for myself.
School
I was actually all set to go away for school. Go to Niagara College for Pre-health rather than waste a year like my brother and work. I get it, work gets you money, which then you want to spend. Id honestly rather be in school. My parents are something else. Instead of going to Pre-health this year, they want me to wait it out and just straight into nursing. I would… If the deadline...
April 22, 2013
It was really a nice moment when my brother woke me up at 2am to give me a hug and tell him that he was leaving to go to Dominican today. My brother and I are very close, so I gave him the biggest hug ever. A now its less than 24 hours, and of course I miss that bugger already. As I’m typing, tears are falling. But he’s only there for a week then he will be back which is good.
Usually...
Laying down in complete silence. In bed, lights off, eyes wide open and mind wondering to no where
I just feel so alone
